Bipolar feelings

So I have finally came to the realization that I have bipolar feelings. I'm not bipolar but my emotions are. I tend to like, care, love somebody one day and the next day I'm so over it and don't wanna hang out w them anymore. It's very weird and I can't control it... I don't think therapy will help either. I'm sure it's because I'm confused and just haven't found someone that fulfills me. I'm a very confusing person towards love like my palm reader said. I need to step back from my wild life and concentrate on myself. Gotta retire from the craziness one point in life right?

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Bad dream

Woke up to a really bad dream this morning and in such a poopy mood today. It was everything bad in my life... career, love, friends and people around me. So I only remember parts and bits of it but first off I spilled something green (maybe ice cream) all over my manager at Bloomies = my anger towards them for laying me off maybe? Then my really good friend was mad at me AGAIN and his family wanted to even cut me off from their lives = I'm playing w fire and need to stop. Next I was me swimming and saw dead people floating. Even when I was walking there were dead people but I didn't care like it didn't really even bother me = care for the people around me? OR don't let people influence my life cuz their dead to me anyways.
Ugh it's hard to read dreams but it's my subconscious mind that's signaling something. I need a get away vacation. Get me outta here!!!

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