Liars are just cowards

Was just thinking about my past relationships and so many of them lied to me and I was thinking why!? I hate lying because once you lie you gotta lie again to cover up that lie and it goes on forever and honestly it's tiring. Why the f do I have to think so hard when I can just simply say the truth. Well and the other part is because I'm such a bad liar you can straight up tell when I'm lying it's like I have a big fat "liar" sticker on my forehead. Lol But really I wondered y ppl lie so much and just figured it out. Ppl lie because their cowards. Their scared they'll get judged, looses someone, get rejected, punished, screwed or anything that'll make them look bad. Doesn't it feel so guilty to lie thou? Yea you get confronted by cheating on someone and you lie and get away but that guilt just sticks by you and haunts you forever. Or at least that's how I feel so it doesn't take me very long to come clean. That was a bad example because it's not like it happened to me but with other occassions. So now I think I'm glad I left my ex bcuz he was too much of a pussy to tell me the truth anyways! How can I be w someone so weak and can't even live up to what he says? Fuckin talk is cheap anyways so I dun really fully listen to ppl, just observe their actions. For all those liars out there fuckin grow some balls and man up!

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Loveless...

So after 4 years of being single (damn that's such a long time) I finally know why it's been so long. I was talking to my friend the other day who knew my ex, my one and only serious relationship guy, who also hurt me bad like baaaaaaad. Anyways I realized that I've been traumatized by my last relationship. Yea, of course I met wonderful people after that but never gotten to commit to another relationship. I always kept a distance and never fully committed to one because I was so scared to fall in love again. People tend to think of me as a type of girl who likes to party, go wild and just do what I want and don't really care. But in reality when I fall for someone or be in a relationship I give my all. I try to become the best gf possible and put so much into the relationship that when it ends it's like the world falls apart. Breaking up with someone you love so much is I'd say the worst feeling possible. I'm such a strong, independent person and have such a tough skin but if I really care for someone I can't just say fuck it and move on. It's not easy to cut somebody off your life when they've been a big part of your life... I should give chances but I realized my biggest fear isn't rejection (cuz that's what I always been saying) it's being in love. I told my parents the last time they were here that I don't think I could get married because A. I'm scared to get hurt B. I feel like I'll fuck it up cuz I could be such a Bitch sometimes C. I can't possibly imagine being with someone for the rest of the life (Not saying I can't be loyal but I can't even be with my best friend for a whole month how the hell am I gonna be with a guy for like the next 50yrs!?)
I just need someone to sweep me off my feet I guess... and take more chances than just closing all the doors.

GUCCI's 'handmade' high heel boot

What the hell!? I mean I love GUCCI and all but $3750 for boots!?! Are u insane!? I will buy a really nice handbag that will last me a lifetime but for shoes!? No way!

Yes, I'm a shoe-holic but I will not spend more than $300 on shoes ok even $200 is cutting it because shoes are so fragile and they get messed up so quickly & easily!

Who buys these stuff? Well obviously the rich and famous but really? There's no sign of GUCCI on this pair of boots! So unless you absolutely LOVE it I dun see anybody buying it...


.... just saying.

My saweeeeet new air force ones!!

Went to Flashbacks today w my family today. If you all dunno what Flashbacks is it's a second hand clothing store. They sell a lot of costume stuff also like wigs, legging tights, tutus... etc
So much fun if you have time to kill you get to find great stuff! Check it out it's on 5th avenue in between University and Robinson Ave.
So today I found the saweeeeeetest Nike's here. Their like pearl white with a silver Nike swish on the side but the soles are rainbow color. It's sooooo cute! Omg I rarely wear sneakers, I'm a total heels kinda girl but I think I might wear these everyday now <3

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Scooter accident

This is my 2nd accident in a row within the past week!! Last week on X'mas Eve I was on my way to work and the roads are really slippery from the massive rain we were having that when I was making a turn into the parking lot I totally ate it. My scooter went skidding through the cement and I scraped up my right knee pretty bad. I was wearing black tights and I had holes all over it so I took it off as soon as I got to work and was walking around with a bloody knee trying to find a bandaid. HR and LP offices were closed so I'm going around trying to find a bandaid so ppl won't keep on asking what happened to me. One of my coworkers I told him I fell and he's like "why? Are u like drunk?" Ummm yea like I would be at 9AM!!! Anyways I finally get a bandaid and thank God I work in a department store I just went straight to the hosiery dept and got black tights so I can hide my bubu. I was already dissapointed I banged up my knee because I bought this really cute New Yrs mini dress and a scarred knee will NOT go with it! So THIS time you could tell how happy I was to get another one. I was already being cautious on my scooter because my tires are going bald so I was gonna actually get my scooter looked at today after work!!! Buuuuut I had to have another fall before then! This time I was making a left turn and when I did I lost control of the handle and was just wiggling till I fell right on my left knee!! I wanted to cry but with embarrassment of other cars behind me I just stood up and grabbed my scooter and kept on going. As soon as I walked into work I went straight to LP to got bandaged up and I kept on limping so I went to HR to get ice and was putting it on my knee but it was just swelling so bad I tried to stand up but it hurt so bad. I asked if I could do some work that didn't require so much walking but they told me I needed to rest and sent me home. Well I'm scared to get back on my scooter so I'm here sitting in HR with a bandaged LEFT knee now with ice on it so the swelling will go away. Great! Now I have 2 f*ed up knee that's gonna go great with my NYE dress! As for my scooter I hate it right now so someone can just have it. Lol
Picture #1 My first fall on X'mas Eve
Picture #2 Second fall today... still in pain right now. Hope it's not sprained!!!

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Life's a Bitch!!

Life is not fair and it's never going to be. It's something we have to deal with but it really makes me mad when good people pass away early and the bad ones stay forever. Why is that? Why do we have to put up with cheaters, liars, robbers, murderers, pschopaths...etc while all the genuinly good hearted people have to leave this world so soon? All the people around me who's got their life taken away were one of the finest people I have known and now their gone like they just dissapeared into air. I just hate how the bad guys always stay the longest. Is living life on earth a torture? Is that why all the good people get to go to heaven early? Maybe we're living in hell and if you're a good person then you get to leave this shithole to a more peaceful place... I should try to become a better person so I don't have to live forever... RIP Ariane Aria you will be missed. I hope to see you up there in the future and that you will still remember me. Pls flirt w me even if I become fat, wrinkly and old and also massage my feet. :-)

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Boutiques.com

Fun new website where you can have your own boutique!

Boutiques

Follow my boutique if you like my style: Leila's Boutique

I just started and trying to get the hang of this website but it's pretty neat.

You can follow your favorite fashion model and rate what style you like.

Try it out!! :-)

Is it just me or is he one of the hottest guy in the world??

Sooo for the longest time I had a slight attraction toward this news reporter but his white hair threw me off so never knew how old he was (which honestly never really mattered just wanted to know if it was real or died) but OMG is Anderson Cooper one of the hottest guy in the world or WHAT!? He's absolutely gorgeous with his blue eyes, sleek white hair and nice features! I wanna see what's hiding under his clothes! Lol N-eways is anyone else w me or am I infatuated!?!?

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Marc by Marc Jacobs iPad case

Yay I finally got the iPad case I've been wanting since I first laid my eyes on it!!! This holiday gifts were based on the new Marc by Marc Jacobs electronic accessories in Bloomingdales and we had everything from iPhone cases, earphones, laptop sleeves to USBs... The iPad case came in 4 different colors all in neon: pink, blue, yellow and black. I waited too long to get it so it got sold out in less than 2 weeks and then it got sold out on bloomingdales.com so I was really sad but last week I saw that we got 2 more of the pink one in so I snatched one before it got sold. I love it, it's so cute! Now all I need is an iPad! Lol

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Robin's Jean!!

Yay I got my first pair of Robin's Jean!!!

We've had it at my store NY Moda for awhile and has been the hottest jeans and they go by so fast.

We carry both Men & Women but Women does a lot better than Men. Their very detailed and flashy so it doesn't attract the guys as much as the girls.

They're famous for the sparkly Swarovski crystals on pockets and also the trademark logo wings at the back hips.

They go anywhere from $180-$400 so pretty pricey and obviously the more the sparkle the more the cost. I got the black pants with Swarovski a single line all in the back and the pockets outlined. It's so- cute and it's a special edition just for our store so I had to have one plus I get it wholesale so I didn't have to pay the whole $279 ;-)

Their very specific where they sell to and they only have one retail store that JUST opened in Beverly Hills. We're the only store in San Diego that carries this brand also so if you want a pair come to our store located at:

NY Moda
4633 Convoy St. Suite 105
San Diego, CA 92111

This is the pair I got but with crystals on it!! Marilyn black popline

It's so freaking cute and I love the material of Robin's Jean it's so comfy!! Check out their other styles too!!

Christmas List 2010

This Christmas I don't really have a long list. Probably because I bought so much for Black Friday... that will be another blog I'm still putting away my stuff from Black Friday. lol

My list actually has gotten smaller too because I wanted an iPad but now I'm going to wait for the 2G so that's crossed out of my list. Then I wanted a digital photo frame and I found a good deal on it on Black Friday so I already bought it so it was an early X'mas gift for myself.

Now all I want is a diamond earrings which I found great deals on it for Black Friday also but I really don't want to buy diamonds for myself... Kinda depressing but then again I don't have anybody who would buy it for me sooooooo I might just have to buy it for myself :-(

The second on my list is a new bag. Been wanting a new bag foreverrrr I have been using the same bag since like High School and the other big bag I've used it for like 2yrs now and it's all worn out. GUCCI is have a Fall/Winter sale right now and saw the bag I wanted on sale!!!

GUCCI Large Shoulder Bag

It's so cute and big and it's $250 off!!! Hmmmm... temptation time to save up!!

So those are the only two items I ask for this Christmas. Pretty simple, not as scary as people who know me would have thought it would have been. haha

Hopefully my wish list will come true!

Happy Holidays!!! :-D

Best Holiday Gift for your Family!!

Especially your Grandparents because their probably the hardest to give holiday gifts for!

They will always like a nice photo or a calendar of the whole family especially if they have Alzeheimer's and they forget who you are every time they see you.

They have a great deal on it today don't miss it!!

50% off custom printing

Beyond The Rack

Great new shopping site! 

They have over 5 sales on designer items everyday and they give you a sneak peak of what designer sales are going to open in the next couple days!!! 

Check them out it's a great place to do your holiday shopping!!

beyond the rack

Shop It To Me

Found a new website where they become a personal shopper. You go through a survey when you first sign up so they get to know what you like, your style and favorite designers then they send out e-mail maybe like once a week or so to give you all the sales and deals of your favorite items. It's pretty cool check it out very easy to shop, personable and most of all you get really good deals!! :-D

Right now if you sign up and tell your friends about it you'll be entered to win your dream shoes so sign up now guyssss

Shopittome

Sequin handle clutch!

The other day I got to work early at Fashion Valley so I decided to walk around the mall to "window shop" but of course I ended up getting something. I walked into Express and they had a lot of cute sequin tops, dresses and accessories!

Sequin is IN this winter guys!!!

I saw the cutest sequin handle clutch and just had to get it! It has a gradation from top to bottom in silver to black. Very easy to use and coordinate with your outfit. Definitely a going out at night kinda clutch.

EXPRESS: SEQUIN CUTOUT HANDLE CLUTCH

It's on sale right now!! Get it quick there was only 2 at the store when I went the other day!!

Black Friday Shopping List

Probably one of my favorite day of the whole entire year BLACK FRIDAY!!! The day after Thanksgiving the biggest sales and deals going on from the wee morning, some places even start at midnight!

YESSSS San Ysidro's Las Americas mall opens at midnight!!! Two years ago I kinda went crazy and shopped from midnight to 3 o'clock the next day, I went to 3 different malls! It was by far my record of the longest shopping time everrrr 15hrs!!!! My longest time before was 7hrs and I came home with bags full in both arms that I was getting tired just holding them. lol This time I was using my Target CC that I had a limit of $6,000 and since I was unemployed at the time I thought it was a good idea to just go crazy with it because I was so sure I was going to find a good job then (BIG mistake). Well Target caught on quick and immediately dropped my credit limit to $3,000 which I'm thankful for because who knew how much more I would have spent! lol

THIS year now that I'm employed and have 3 jobs and my CC's are getting paid off I am saving up big for Black Friday!!! My route this year is to go to the Las Americas Mall at midnight (haha yes I have to be the first one to get in the door), go back home and sleep, then head to fashion valley mall and shop until 2pm because I have to go to work. How convenient that I can go shop and go straight to work at the mall! Convenient? Wait more like dangerous! lol

I found this great website too which is like a sneak peak of the deals of this year! Take a look Black Friday 2010

Definitely will be hitting up these stores:

Guess, bebe, Swarovski, Bath and Body Works, Charlotte Russe, Forever XXI, H&M, Sony, TarJ, Apple, Nordstroms, Neiman Marcus, Bloomingdales and maybe BestBuy.

Ahhhh can't wait so- excited it's like X'mas for me!!!! X-D

Follow me fashionistas!!!

"Like" me on my Crystal Kiss page where I use it for my business and also post daily fashion gossip news.

Spread the word I'd appreciate it! Thanx ;-)

Crystal Kiss

Endless Shoes!!

Found this amazing site! They have such cute shoes!!! And shipping overnight is FREE!!!

One thing that stops me from shopping on line is paying for shipping it's like why would I want to spend another $15 if I could literally just go to the mall (which I work at anyways) and I can buy a similar pair!? A deal all of sudden doesn't become a bargain because of shipping costs but this website you get free shipping and even FREE return shipping!! How great is that? 100% price guarantee!!

By the way some of my favs:

Pleaser Women's Teeze 06 Glitter Platform Pump $59.95

This is soooooo me! Omg how cute is this shoe! It's so Japanese of me. What can I say I'm a Japanese barbie doll! lol

MIA Women's Silverado Western Dress Boot $88.14

I love this western style boot. I just want to just wear a flowy skirt with curls in my hair :-) 

Pleaser Women's Teeze-27 Platform Pump $113

How HOT are these shoes!? lol I kinda like it and the crystals on the shoe but I don't think I would actually want to wear them. I mean what do you even WEAR with these shoes!? Looks cool but wouldn't wanna buy it.

Rock & Republic Women's Celina Platform Pump $275

I just really like how R&R has that dagger thing on the shoe. It gives that lil bad ass sexiness to the pumps. LOoOoOve it <3

GUESS Women's Hondo3 Open-Toe Pump $89.95

 This is like the PERFECT holiday shoe! It's sparkly and it's got rainbow glitter so it'll match any color you have on! Makes a good x'mas AND new years shoe! I would love to start my 2011 in this shoe :-D haha

Chinese Laundry Women's Ladybug Sequins Peep Toe Platform Pump $79.95

Sequins are IN this winter!!! It's all about the sparkles so glam it up head to toe! Actually no we don't need that much sparkling. Just an accent to your outfit is cute just like this pump! 

Ok by now I think you guys get that I love sparkles, glitter and shiny stuff. lol Anyways enjoy this website: http://www.endless.com

Life game

I'm sure a majority of ppl have played or heard of the board game called "Life Game". That game is so true. Life IS just like a game, 90% off the population wants to fall in love, get married, buy a house and have kids. It's like everybody's goal, everybody has the same dream. Me on the other hand is in the 10% odd ball group. Yea I'd like to do all those things like the life game but I'm not counting on it. Like it's not my real purpose in life. My dream is so much bigger. I'm a pretty self centered bitch so I like to do good for myself first off. I'm not always looking for love or even wanting to find love. Y does everybody wanna fall in love?

No really.

I mean yea being in love is like the best feeling in the world but there's so much up and downs to a relationship! It's so hard to maintain a steady love without being bored. I just don't want to put so much effort in thinking and caring about somebody else right now in my life. I want to concentrate on myself, my future, my goals but if it comes to me of course it'll all change. I'm just saying I'm not looking as of right now. Anyway I went off topic so yea it's like everybody talks about love. ESPECIALLY girls every time hanging out with my gf's their always talking about boys or who their in love with or their guy problems. Everybody wants to find love and it's all just the same. I don't want to be the same as everyone else I don't want the same thing as everyone wants. I don't need to talk about guys or who I like or putting myself in the single market.

My goal in life is to be a strong independent business woman. I don't need a guy to make me happy or be successful because I'm capable of doing it on my own. I feel like if there was a guy in the way it's going to stop me from reaching that goal because I am pretty emotional and sensitive. Of course if he's supportive and will go through my emotional bitchy-ness which I will give high kudo's if he does than I will greatly be appreciative and work through it but that's my real goal. I just don't understand why people aren't looking for more than just falling in love and being with someone. That's why we have friends right? To share special memories, hang out, travel and attend parties and events. Why do we all try so hard to find someone and to be in love? It's live everywhere in movies someone ALWAYS falls in love with someone, songs are based a lot on love, books, poetry, ads and commercials...etc. It's EVERYWHERE I don't want to play the life game! I want something else. I just think it's funny how everybody is so different with race, age, ethnicity, personality,...etc but their all wanting the same thing to fall in love.

Doesnt Everybody Want To Fall In Love Lyrics at elw

Shoe-holic!!!

So you know how every girl has their own addictions from handbags, shoes, cosmetics, clothes, hats, jewelry, chocolates...etc.

Well I've always thought my addiction was clothes because I love fashion and no matter how stuffed my closet is I can't buy enough of. Especially because I don't fit in a certain genre. I like to dress super feminine and girly one day and the next day I want to dress relaxed and tom boyish. So I have everything from leather pants to lacey dresses to jerseys. I like to mix up my style and dress super Japanese sometimes too ;-)

Lately, I've noticed that I've been buying a lot of SHOES. And my friends are always surprised how many shoes I own. Isn't it normal to own more than 10 pairs of shoes!? I always thought so but maybe not to others...

That totally just reminded me of this youtube video:



LOL

Anyways so yea I bought like 3 pairs of shoes in the past week.... (^_^;

My first pair was my Tory Burch classic black flats with the gold emblem.  Their my work shoes though so it was kind of a must plus it's the classic of Tory Burch. Still trying to break into them but I love them <3

You can get them at Bloomingdales or at Saks Fifth Avenue: http://www.saksfifthavenue.com/main/ProductDetail.jsp?PRODUCT%3C%3Eprd_id=845524446193630&FOLDER%3C%3Efolder_id=282574492817470&bmUID=iLOGofW&ev19=3:5

Tory Burch Reva Ballet Flats $195

My second pair I've been eyeing it foreverrrr the size kept on running out because I am the average shoe size of 7 so every time there's a sale on cute shoes my size runs out the quickest so I've been checking up at Charlotte Russe everyday that I work (it's in the same mall yay!! lucky me :-)) I HAD to have a thigh high black boots for this winter. Picture shows grey but I had to get the black it makes your legs wayyyy slimmer!

You can get these at Charlotte Russe or their website: http://www.charlotterusse.com/product/index.jsp?productId=4360758&cp=4238904.4192314

OVER THE KNEE FAUX SUEDE BOOT

$45.50 My last pair it was a total impulse buy because when I was in Vegas we went to the Fashion Show mall and they had the BIGGEST Forever XXI I mean HUGE. Like 2 stories and it's like the size of a department store and I'm typically not a huge fan of this store but while my friend was shopping around I was trying on their shoes and just had to get these pair. Plus you know how cheap the sales tax are in Vegas it's a place TO shop!! :-PSo they don't have the exact shoes on the Forever XXI site but it looks identical to the Sam Edelman "Winsford" Shearling Clog Booties. Except for that I didn't pay $225 but only $34 for mine ;-) 

Sooo I got these three pairs. Now the shoe I've been eyeing for a loooong time ever since I've laid eyes on them is this beautiful beast: 

 

Isn't she just stunning!?!? OMG I wanted them ever since I saw them at Bloomingdales. And when I came to work couple days later they were already goooooone! I was so- sad it's so HOT! Their embellished with Swarovski crystals and spikes it's like sexy but bad. I would totally pair them up with black shorts and a black vest and keep it simple and clean for the outfit and then BAM! on the shoes. Surprisingly they don't cost a fortune either. I was estimating around $500 but their only $200. I just might have to treat myself to them for X'mas this year :-}

Last but not least the ones shoe I AM going to get ONE day and hopefully one day soon are a pair of the classic Christian Louboutin stilettos. They just speak sexy I don't know what it is but anybody who's wearing the classic Louboutin's black stilettos with the bright red sole is so sexy and sophisticated. I am definitely buying myself a pair in the near future.
         

http://us.christianlouboutin.com/bianca-140mm.html#product-detailed-view

Bianca 140mm $775

Conclusion-

I, Leila is a shoe-holic and won't stop until I get my Christian Louboutin's (><)!!!